I write to you everyday,
And each time I have to make sure I don't press the enter key
I can't believe that I let you go so easily
Part of me wants to declare that I will fight,
When these tears drown me in the late hours of the night
I've let you go more times than I care to remember,
But for some reason I can't forget you.
Wish I could hate you,
Instead I just miss you.

I'm so frustrated at the minute. All my poetry has been crap for the past two years, possibly even four, and I can't even finish a bloomin' poem.

I've posted these lyrics before, in September 2009, but I had them in my head last night, and I wanted to post them again, as they seemed relevant:

You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance for someone that you met
And telling me how sorry you were, leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes when you're alone in your room
Do I feel lonely too?

You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can't go on just holding on to time
Now that we're living separate lives

Well I held on to let you go
And if you lost your love for me, well you never let it show
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living (living)
Separate lives

Ooh, it's so typical, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall (build that wall)
Yes, you build that wall (build that wall)
And you make it stronger

Well you have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
Some day I might (I might) find myself looking in your eyes
But for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Yes for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Separate lives

Lately, I see
You just aint with me
A distance growin'
Oh how can this be
Departing slowly
And I dont know how to stop this win
From the way we're goin'
This love is fadin' away

Nobody knows but I know, yeah I know
They don't see it, but I feel it
Without you, I never will be as strong
Oh I need ya, oh I need ya

You're the definition
Of a life I would be missin', oh
We can make this right
Don't wanna lose
Don't wanna lose your love
I cannot live without you by my side
Take all my love
Take my soul, my mind
Too much to let go, don't wanna lose
Don't wanna lose my love
You are my love
Don't wanna lose
My love

Running in circles
Let's get it past the hassle
It aint worth and this can work (Oh, baby)
See my book is filled with so many pages of your memory
Let's finish the story
A never ending story

Nobody knows what I know, yeah I know
I know you are, this is not just me
Without you, I never will be as strong
So come on baby, show me

You're the definition
Of a life I would be missin', oh
We can make this right
Don't wanna lose
Don't wanna lose your love
I cannot live without you by my side
Take all my love
Take my soul, my mind
Too much to let go, don't wanna lose
Don't wanna lose my love
You are my love
Don't wanna lose
My love
You are my love
Don' t wanna lose
My love

Your love, your kiss, you are the guy
I love, that belongs to me, and I
Can't live without you
Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose my

You're the definition
Of a life I would be missin', oh (My love)
We can make this right
I cannot live without you by my side
Take all my love
Take my soul, my mind
Too much to let go, don't wanna lose
Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose my
You're the definition
Of a life I would be missin', oh
We can make this right
Don't wanna lose
Don't wanna lose your love
I cannot live without you by my side
Take all my love
Take my soul, my mind
Don't want to let go, don't wanna lose
Don't wanna lose my love
You are my love (My love)
Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose
You are my love
Don' t wanna lose
My love